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I came to Metro about 6 months
ago. I was desperate to find a
church that I could call home,
but I really wasn't expecting
much. You see, I had grown up in
a great church. My father was
the pastor and I loved being a
pastor's kid. I got special
attention from everyone,
especially since most of the
people loved my dad. But he had
a very "different" approach to
preaching. He believed that
instead of telling a
congregation what to do, you
should simply show them who God
was and what He has done. It's a
radical approach to the Bible.
You actually have to think about
what was said on Sunday mornings
instead of just saying "Pastor
says I should be nice to people
so let me put that into action."
Personally, I thought it was
a great approach to the Bible,
but with every revolutionary
leader, there are those who do
not agree. Eventually, there
became such turmoil in the
church that my father left. My
view of a great church was
shattered and as I entered my
college years, I began to think
that there was no such thing as
a "good church". My freshman
year of college, I tried several
different churches, but none
satisfied my longings. People
were unfriendly, the pastor's
sermons were too shallow or I
felt just plain uncomfortable.
Finally, I settled at a
church near my school. It wasn't
a great church, but there was an
actor who attended and I liked
to go and watch him and his
family come to church. I know, I
know, It was a horrible reason
to go to church, but that's the
only reason that I had at the
time. Praise at the church was
dry and the sermons even more
dry. I was there for about a
year and a half and not ONE
person, not even the pastor ever
introduced themselves to me.
After about a month there, I
went very randomly. I preferred
to be sleeping or making money,
than sitting in a place that I
didn't feel comfortable. I would
only go when I felt guilty about
something that I had done or
when someone dragged me to go
with them. I really hated it
there, even though I went for so
long.
Then, I found Metro through a
close family friend. My friend
Shameka and I visited and were
surprised to see that we felt
welcome right away. We even
joined the church for lunch
after service (something I NEVER
do). On the way home, we talked
about how we felt that we had
been at the church for weeks. We
were already getting to know
people. That's what made us come
back the second time - the
friendly people. In the weeks
that passed, I loved the church
more and more. The praise was
simple, but great. Peter's
sermons were insightful and
filled with emotion and passion.
The people were faithfully
friendly and I have really come
to enjoy the community that I
have found at Metro. People are
open to share their struggles
and their hidden thoughts that
hurt them deep inside and we are
able to work through things
together.
I can't say that my life has
been perfect since I came to
Metro, and I certainly can't say
that I am perfect since coming
here. The difference in me lies
in the fact that I have a family
that holds me up when I'm going
to fall, prays for me when I am
down and is strong when I'm not.
We work together, doing life,
knowing that the love of Christ
and our love for each other will
take us through our less than
perfect lives. As we grow closer
to each other, we are growing
closer to God. The greatest
lesson that I have learned since
coming to Metro is that God can
love me regardless of who I am,
what I go through or what I
think. I know that I don't have
to put on an act and pretend to
be a perfect person if I'm going
through things in my life that
are hard. God has empowered the
people at Metro to show love to
those who feel unlovely and care
to those who feel worthless.
Their actions have shown me that
God does love me, regardless of
what I may think sometimes, and
that my church loves and
supports me as well. What more
could I have asked for?
-Liz |